Reading through your essay, I've realized that I am pretty clear about the first four steps. The hurdle for me has always been step five: the uncertainty. It's something I've always struggled with. A lot of history has been attached to that, but I know intellectually that uncertainty is inescapable. The trouble has been accepting it emotionally and moving past it. But the Ursula LeGuin quote is a strong reminder that the only thing we can control is what we choose to do in the situations we face. I'm going to try to remind myself of this when I resist writing (which is *my* desire).
Yeah, uncertainty is certainly one of the hardest aspects of being human so I totally hear you on that.
And, there’s another side to it, too: uncertainty is also what makes it fun.
After all, it’s much more exciting to watch a sports game if you don’t know who will win. Or to watch a movie or read a book if you don’t already know the ending.
I think the key is knowing that whatever happens, we will be okay.
I absolutely agree...intellectually. And the reality is that the uncertainty of life won't disappear whether I pursue my desires or not. It makes so much more sense to follow my desire, and at least then I will have done the things that matter to me most. I'm trying to think that this pursuit doesn't have to be some great plunge; it doesn't have to be throwing myself off a cliff. It can just be wading bit by bit into the ocean. My goal now is to participate in that wading, easing myself into the deep water.
Reading through your essay, I've realized that I am pretty clear about the first four steps. The hurdle for me has always been step five: the uncertainty. It's something I've always struggled with. A lot of history has been attached to that, but I know intellectually that uncertainty is inescapable. The trouble has been accepting it emotionally and moving past it. But the Ursula LeGuin quote is a strong reminder that the only thing we can control is what we choose to do in the situations we face. I'm going to try to remind myself of this when I resist writing (which is *my* desire).
Yeah, uncertainty is certainly one of the hardest aspects of being human so I totally hear you on that.
And, there’s another side to it, too: uncertainty is also what makes it fun.
After all, it’s much more exciting to watch a sports game if you don’t know who will win. Or to watch a movie or read a book if you don’t already know the ending.
I think the key is knowing that whatever happens, we will be okay.
I absolutely agree...intellectually. And the reality is that the uncertainty of life won't disappear whether I pursue my desires or not. It makes so much more sense to follow my desire, and at least then I will have done the things that matter to me most. I'm trying to think that this pursuit doesn't have to be some great plunge; it doesn't have to be throwing myself off a cliff. It can just be wading bit by bit into the ocean. My goal now is to participate in that wading, easing myself into the deep water.
“Your life is speaking to you because it wants to speak through you.”—Onward
Oh, that is beautiful!
Thank you, Dr. Louise!